Is Your Love True?

Every day, non-stop; it's like I can't keep my mind off of him/her. Not all the time, but he/she is my main concern. Not much. I think about him/her only when I want to talk to him/her. Only when I am feeling bad, or am really concerned about him/her.

I say hi, and she says hi, then we will talk with our friends. We never hug. I smile, wave, hug, and I always laugh with them, even when there wasn't a joke. I tend to smile, we don't hug alot, but we will hang out whenever there is time. We say hi, and then we just go on with what we were doing.

Grab as many napkins and towels as available, and try to help soak it up. I get a few napkins, and I give them to them to get rid of the mess. I get help, try to get a towel, and let them clean themselves.. I didn't know what to do.. I panicked.

I clench my fist, turn my head, but don't show much emotion. I never want to let them know. I cough sarcastically, letting them know its bugging me. I just let them do it, then when their boyfriend/girlfriend walks away, I tell them how I felt about it. I want to find that person, and sock them. It was irritating hearing and seeing that.

I tell them I am willing to, but I will need time. I absolutely need a night or so. I tell them no. I really don't want to ruin the friendship we have. I tell them that I would love to, but I may need some time to think. Like maybe 5 minutes. I tell them, I don't know. I need time, like possibly 3 to 4 days.

I would cry for a few hours, and wonder what to do next. I probably wouldn't touch them, who wants to touch a dead person? I would cry for a few minutes, because I am tough like that. This person was my friend, and I am sad, but there are plenty of other people like them anyway. I would cry the whole night until I went to sleep. If it was right next to me, I would hold them until the ambulance came. I would most definitely miss them, every day. I wouldn't cry. I would probably look at it like a move. Not sad at all.